At that point in time a decade or so ago, life played the tune of a broken record for him. The same routine was repeated countless times and this kept going on and on until one incident jolted him out of the reverie. It was the first time he had stayed away from his hometown in Kerala and the night shifts at his workplace did not help matters much either. Staying alone from his roots in a large city like Chennai was also taking a toll on him. Work was scheduled in such a way that starting from late in the afternoon, he was working till around midnight post which office transport drops him off at a lane near to his apartment. Before we get to the incident proper, let us also spend a little bit of time to understand the locale which plays a very important part in all this.
He was staying in a shared apartment with a few other teenagers all of whom were of the same age group and working on shift timings that were equally weird. The apartment was not immediately visible from the main road and there was a narrow lane that needed to be crossed before the complex even became visible. Right after leaving the main road and after a few hundred meters there was a slight fork in the path. At this fork was situated a street lamp that shone onto both sides of the path. The right fork led through a by lane and into an area which was bordered by houses on either side and which further widened and led to his apartment. The left fork on the other hand led to a crematorium that was built and maintained by the municipal authorities. The crematorium was a place where the final rites were done for the derelicts, homeless and the unknown. In a large city like Chennai, the number of such nameless deaths were quite high and the crematorium was operational on all days of the week. The entry point to the crematorium was also such that it did not have steps and was wide enough for a gurney to pass through. Day time also saw a large number of feral street dogs in the area.
Our protagonist is someone who would rather die than be seen as anything other than an alpha male. Even when he would be petrified on the inside, he would never show that face to anyone ever. Everyday after the office transport dropped him off around 12.30 AM near the road, he would put on a song on his mobile phone and without looking at all to the left side of the fork would jog to the residential area keeping the street light as his target. The light and the residential area beyond was what he always identified as the safe zones. Over the weeks he became so adept in this approach that he had even committed to memory that the number of steps to the street light was 60.
On the day of the incident, he forgot his mobile phone charger at home and by the time it was 11 PM it had ran out of charge and was switched off. When the office transport came to a halt at the start of the lane by around 12.30 AM, he was greeted by pitch darkness. It seemed to be a late night power outage and the street lights and the familiar front porch lights of the houses on the right side were all out. After the cab left, there was just darkness and him with no way of figuring out what was where. An initial wave of absolute terror washed over him but he fought it all away and decided to rely on muscle memory to resume his nightly routine jog. The difference today was that there was no music to calm his raging nerves and no light to direct his attention to. He began the jog and pretty soon the steps reached 40, 50, 60 and even 70 but even then there was no familiarity to the surroundings. He stopped the jog and turned around a time or two but still no luck in figuring out where this place was. A few tentative steps here and there and still nothing. His watch did not have a luminescent dial and all he could hear were the seconds ticking away. In his own evaluation, maybe 30 minutes would have passed and he was pretty much completely disoriented by then. In that state of mind, all that he could think of was to wait. A few of his flatmates finished their shifts by around 1 AM and reached the lane by 1.30 AM or so and if he were to wait on the road then it would be easy to catch up with them and go home together and plus it would be safer on the road than anywhere else by the wayside. With this reasoning in place, he sat down on the still lukewarm road and by sense of touch found a stone lying nearby. The stone was to repeatedly tap the surface of the road with, in order to keep any curious creepy crawlies at bay.
The weight of the day hung heavily on him and sleep was pretty overpowering an emotion by then. He stretched out on the path and went to sleep. It was an uneasy and fitful sleep and later into the night he woke up to the sound of male voices talking to each other. In the sleep addled state that he was in, the exact language that they were using was something he could not figure out. In whatever little Tamil he knew, he raised his voice and shouted : “Anne ! Kaapathungo ! “ (Brother, I need help here !). Immediately the voices stopped and resumed only after a few moments of silence. There was a slight breeze and while he could not hear footsteps, the voices seemed to be coming closer. He sat up and waited for them to approach but they never did arrive. The breeze kept blowing and the voices disappeared soon after. In a dejected and hungry state, he went back to sleep again.
A harsh light shining on his face was what woke him up and it took a few moments for his brain to register that power had resumed and it was the radiance of the street lamp that had woken him up. The first thing he looked at was the watch and the time read 4.30 AM. Nearly four hours since he started walking home and never reached and this was motivation enough for him to sit up and take stock of his surroundings. The sights that greeted him were almost enough to make him collapse again but somehow in that petrified state, every single thing that he lay eyes on was registered on to his mind. Apparently, muscle memory had failed him and he had chosen the left fork on the road and ended up walking straight into the crematorium. To make matters worse, all this while he was lying on the floor right next to the pyres where cremations happen ! This was like a bucket of cold water to his face and he fled immediately to the apartment. Adrenaline kept him going until he got home and collapsed on the bed. His roommates had a laugh riot at all that happened and since his phone was switched off, were under the assumption that he had either slept off at his desk or found a romantic tryst !
The fever that started next morning lasted for a week and the memories of the night are etched permanently into his mind. It is so much so that graveyards always fill him with a sense of dread now.
Note : This was narrated to me by a friend. Factual inaccuracies, embellishments etc. are all mine.







